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[Saturday the 9th
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I feel really bad for people who never really grow up. Like, the people who think there grown up. But still talk crap about people, and don't ever really learn from their mistakes because they look at things from one view only. Honestly, you never really experience life and all of it's aspects unless you open your eyes, you HAVE to be able to view it from all angles.
Life's alot better since i've ditched the people who were dragging me down, and that i'm giving my old friends a chance again, the ones i know wont let me down.
Also, I'm most likely getting a reaaaally cute two-door red Z. It's my moms old car, and there gonna fix it up and my mom was asking me if i would like to have it :].
Because you know, I really CAN drive, and don't crash into parked cars.
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[Monday the 21st
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Does anyone know where I can throw my birthday bash this weekend? Preferably a house, but anything will do really. Pleaaaaaaaaaaase.
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[Sunday the 1st
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you can't blame me for changing so much this school year, i'm just glad its almost over. i've been through so much that i ca'nt even think anymore. i've been in trouble with the law over something i didn't do and that put me in probation, fallen in love twice, over kyle, never getting over skippy, foster homes can suck my fuckin' dick, i've had more shit talked about me then jefree star, beat up so many bitches and more to come, stopped smoking, started smoking, stopped smoking, aaaaaaand lost the only fuck.nig thing i seriously care about.
i just want out of woodland away from all these ridiculous people. it's hilarious actually, they think there so cool because they can talk shit but they can't back it up, so they get their asses kicked and cry afterwards. seriously, there just jealous, because i'm not perfect and i'm still cooler/better then them. there probably just jealous because i'm seriously going somewhere in life and there not and it's hilarious.
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[Sunday the 25th
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y'know, it's kinda sad when you try to hide how much of a slut you really are, because everyone knows you just wanted the fuck. so you can sit there and laugh when i bring it up, i could care less because i know the truth, and i know how fucking disgusting you are. and there right, you probably did cheat on him because he cheated on you. it's not the first time, is it? you're pathetic.
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[Thursday the 8th
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i miss you, bby.
i love you.
i can't go on without you.
i'd never cheat on you.
i knew i didnt.
you can even ask chase.
please, come home.
your lady needs you.
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[Saturday the 3rd
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buy me a drink, shorty. |
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is this bad that i don't regret last night?
he's amazing, more then you'll ever be.
and my eyes are prying themselves open and making me see the world.
i'm so scared i could stay under the sheets all day.
but, i'll take what i can get and give out little in return because that's how i know to survive.
maybe, if i could say what i'm thinking then things wouldn't be so bad.
so, let me tell you this. you hate how i smoke and drink anyway and you always get mad at me. you need to understand that it's my decision, not yours. if i wanna do it, i'll do it. so this is what's killing it, your killing it. you're slaughtering it and you don't even know. stop judging me on my bad habits, you're not perfect either.
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[Friday the 2nd
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baaaaabyy, i've let you in.
are you happy now?
is this what you wanted?
don't break me.
getting fucked up tonight.
don't ruin shit for me.
&i wont pound your face in.
i don't even care anymore.
i'll fucking throw it down if you piss me off enough.
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| as beautiful you are you'll never change. |
[Saturday the 24th
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will i ever be able to trust again?
and will my relationships always be like this?
it makes me sick to my stomach and fall to my knees.
the grace in me is almost gone.
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